~Gayboy12

AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Ok my dad is ticking me off. He jsut won't stop! I am still in lov with Alex dammit! Ocd won't stop I had to fight to do this, I am not doing this for attention! I have very few peolpe to talk to. One is trapped by here step-mother and fater. The other is reasonably annoyed-ish with me. I can't decided if I want to give in to my emo side or stay pink and happy and somethere. I have no idea what to do with my life!I can barely write. I want to write, I want to be with history, I can't decide. My dad want's me too see the world through his eyes not mine!He is putting me in therapy, I don't need therapy! Juust let leave me alone! One minute I am happy with yaoi and cute emo boys and the next I am screaming at dad and fighting O.C.D.! I want love daminit! The government is lying! Every left turn the government makes is actually right, and in the eyes of the blindly patriotic they see with a lying government, which I am not! My life is not to be controlled and lied too!My soul died and I tried to revive it and it failed for my soul is undead. AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh SOmeone!T_T